So when I thought things couldn’t get worse, more grey clouds are gathering on my sky. Am I too young or is this too hard to handle?
My music helps me no more. This was one of those days when I feel like everything is turning against me: my phone’s dead, the subway -delays and the tickets were missing, bunch of lies, canceled meetings on the road. Is it me or is it something else? I know: “it could be worse, it could be raining”, but i love it when it rains so that could make me smile. Where are my old pals when I need them? Oh, yeah, I know, I took care of them: I ran out far away from them. Why? My feelings teared me apart but I failed.
I’m not ambitious anymore.
Few days ago I was talking about something dropping on my head, so i can wake up and do something. The deadline is close. So here I am, once again, the same old me in the same old mood.
Feelings : I’m pissed off, fuck’em all!
Music : Sean Kingston - Beautiful girl
